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‘I was ashamed’: Fatima Bhutto explains the personal story behind her new memoir

‘I was ashamed’: Fatima Bhutto explains the personal story behind her new memoir

The Hour of the Wolf, she says, came from a relationship she struggled to talk about.
29 Jan, 2026

Fatima Bhutto says her new memoir, The Hour of the Wolf, is not a book she wanted to write, but one she felt she had to.

In a video shared on Instagram, Bhutto sits on a couch with her dog Coco by her side and a copy of the book in her hand, explaining that the memoir grew out of a period in her life she was deeply ashamed of — a coercive relationship she stayed in far longer than she believes anyone ever should.

“I didn’t want to write it because I was ashamed, very ashamed,” she said, adding that she had been “broken in certain ways” and looking for something to fix her. “It took a long time to realise that I had to fix myself and save myself.”

Bhutto said she decided to write the book because she suspected other women feel the same way — ashamed and unable to talk about what they’ve experienced — and that silence keeps people stuck in harmful situations longer than they should be.

“I think we have to talk about it so fewer people spend time in those situations,” she said.

The memoir, which has already been released in the US and is due out in the UK next month, also centres on Coco, whom Bhutto credits with helping her through her most vulnerable period. In the video, she describes the book as being about dogs and the kind of love that comes “with no strings attached”, as well as friendship in its different forms.

Previously, Bhutto had said the book also reflects on anxiety, chosen family and the slow process of rebuilding a sense of self after emotional harm. Rather than positioning the memoir as a dramatic escape story, she frames it as an account of how difficult it can be to recognise coercion while you are still inside it, and how long it can take to begin trusting yourself again.

For Bhutto, that recognition is what ultimately made the book unavoidable. She may not have wanted to write The Hour of the Wolf, but, as she puts it, staying silent no longer felt like an option.

Comments

Syed A. Mateen Jan 29, 2026 04:53pm
Fatima Bhutto is a courageous lady but she could not prosper in country's politics due to prevailing circumsrances which are known to every one. The only set back with Fatima Bhutto was that she lost her father at an early age and had her father would have been alive today, Fatima Bhutto would have contested general elections and would have become member of the parliament and would have played a positive role in the politics of Sindh to balance the equation. Fatima Bhutto still of ample time to step in into practical politics to play a positive role for the sake of people residing in Sindh.
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ishrat Hyatt Jan 29, 2026 05:44pm
Brave woman I hope it gives other Pakistani women courage.
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Arun Jaipal Jan 29, 2026 07:26pm
For the summary of this book watch the title song of the movie 'teri meharbaaniya' that jackie shroff sings with his dog..
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AW Jan 30, 2026 04:31am
Fatima Bhutto is not only a brilliant and articulate person but also a bold, compassionate and a confident woman. Pakistan should be very proud of her
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Nazir Sheikh Jan 30, 2026 06:22am
She did not her coercive relationship. Who was her coercer? with whom she was involved in this coercive relationship? what kind of character he was?
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hasnain sheriff Jan 30, 2026 09:03am
sorry to learn about your troubles wish you the best always
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Akhtar Ali Shah Nowshervi Jan 30, 2026 11:07am
Can't wait to read it.
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Taj Ahmad Jan 30, 2026 09:44pm
Fatima Bhutto could have been our PM and PPP chairman after our her grand father’s death in 1979 Mr. Z.A.Bhutto. Sadly tragic strike to her father and her family falling apart later on. Please pray Fatima Bhutto and her brother long life and peace and mercy. Thanks.
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